Tuesday, June 21, 2011

RIP Ryan Dunn.

A star of the show "Jackass", Ryan Dunn had passed away by dying in a car crash. He was 34 years of age. Moments before this occured he and friends had been drinking, a picture of it was even posted on his twitter. Information can be found online for more details.

My condolances go to his family, and many friends that we [if your a fan] are familiar with; Bam Margera much so as I do know they grew up together. While on their TV show they often dumped on each other it was rather noticeable at times to tell that they did have care for one another and I cant even imagine the pain they must all be going through as well as dealing with the papparazzi, and drama going on about his passing.

I have heard rumors that this is all a hoax for a new Jackass installment, and I don't believe it. But if it should be the case and even if its not to those saying that shit I want to say: Your sick bastards. You DO NOT joke about something like this, its sick and wrong. I think you people are pathetic assholes who need to grow up, funny is one thing but this isnt at all humoreous.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Why Guys Like Girls

Here’s a few reasons why guys like girls… I didn’t write this… just found it years ago and thought it was worth holding on to. Seems a fitting time to re-post it. 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end makes it all worth while 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she’s the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight 15. The way she says “lets not fight anymore” even though you know that an hour later you will be arguing about something 16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them 17. The way they kiss you when you say “I love you’ 18. Actually … just the way they kiss you… 19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry 20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt 22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt . (even though we don’t admit it)! 23. The way they say “I miss you” 24. The way you miss them 25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn’t hurt her anymore….. Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them … it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

What I Wish I'd Known Sooner

■You don't realize the importance of something not until you lose it.
■Don't drink grape juice while weraing a white shirt and driving to school.
■Don't let your life wait for other people.
■Dropping a cell phone into a tub of water kinda kills the phone.
■If you wait for the wind you might never sail.
■Your mother will find out if you dye your hair purple.!
■Don't ever fall in love with someone who is more than a thousand miles away from you. It usually doesn't work out!
■If it hurts,DON'T DO IT AGAIN!
■Speaking in public gets easier with practice.
■Ten years from now most of what we freak out about won't make a difference.
■You can't own a car till you're sixteen.
■Zits always pop up when you really can't afford them to!
■All that glitters is not gold but all that is gold doesn't glisten.
■When in doubt,duck.When certain don't bother because you're already screwed!
■While driving through a gate make sure the gate is open otherwise it may prove fatal to your car.
■Never pierce your belly button in the dark.
■If you sneak out when grounded you are in BIG trouble.
■If you're not living really living , you're dead already.
■If your teacher says he'll give you zero if you speak again he REALLY means it.
■Girls dig electric guitar players!
■Being nice to people will get you far.
■Sometimes smart people can do very, very stupid things.
■The person you love is often right in front of you.
■Sleeping with your spectacles on isn't a very good idea.
■Never, EVER let a member of the opposite sex make you compromise your standards.
■Nothing is ever too good to be true.[said by Micheal Faraday]
■If you like a girl, it is certain her roomate likes you.
■Parents aren't around forever so treasure them while they are.
■If you tease a geek you'll end up marrying one.
■Don't take the SAT twice if you already have a good score.
■Never do something if the risk is greater then the reward.
■Think before you act.
■Look before you leap. ( one that i always fail to remember!)
■Dreaming and doing go hand in hand.
■Life moves fast but not so fast that you can't slow down to enjoy it.
■Instead of waiting for life to get better, do something to make it better.
■Procrastination is the easiest way but not the most profitable.
■Cereal is a vital staple food for all college students. who cares how ridiculous you look eating it 7 pm?
■If he doesn't respect you he isn't worth any of your time.(again i always fail to remember this?!)
■If at first you don't suceed, then try again then quit no use being a damn fool about it!
■Always give everything in your life a try or you'll be left saying if only i had done that!
■Sticking things up your nose isn't the smarteset idea in the world.
■You can't light fireworks in your basement and not get caught.
■Never ever trust your friend with a pair of scissors against yor hair.
■Dyeing strawberry blond hair strawberry blond makes it strawberry pink.
■God doesn't make junk.
■Someday you will look back on this and it will all seem funny.
■You never know when you're making a memory.
■The heart does heal and you will love like this again--only when you do you'll deny ever loving like this before.
■Nothing matters if you don't have loved ones to share it with. Your siblings are incredibly precious. If you don't know this now you will!
■If you can laugh at yourself , you're going to be fine. If you allow others to laugh with you you'll be great! Trust me!
■Isolation is good but it's not the best!
■Kissing is the most fun thing. Dancingb is almost as fun.
■Enjoy life while you still can.
■High school isn't that great as they make a fuss about it.
■Everything makes a difference. No matter how much you "Don't care about it."
■Dreams never die they just hibernate.
■There's a victory after every loss!
■When things change no matter what we do it can never be the same.
■Parting is such a sweet sorrow.[said by William Shakespear]
■Worrying doesn't help. It worsens the problem.
■Life ain't easy Love ain't true but that I learned after loving you.[by my sister]
■Fear is sometimes our best friend.
■Hope is not victory.
■Our lives always go on , it those who die theirs stop.
■Change is always good but who said it was easy.
■If you dare to dream have the courage to complete them.
■Hate everyone in this world in this way you'll never forget them!
■It's our life and it's in our hands. to hell with people!
■You've got to party! it rox!
■Make a place in this world before you leave it.
■Only you can make yourself happy!
■Studying is a waste of time!
■It becomes an illusion just when you begin to think it may be real.
■Life is what happens to you when you're busy making other plans!
■An empty day though clear and bright is just as dark as any night.
■your relatives will always taunt you till you get an Aplus!
■Suicide is not a remedy.
■The only risk in life is not taking one.
■The world is different!
■All sorrows can be borne if you tell a story about them.
■Others teach we learn.
■There's alot in this world to care about.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

a bad kind of day in the form of a month

Iv lost EVERYTHING on my computer!!My stories, my pictures, pics from the GAGA CONCERT, homework notes,EVERYTHING IS GONE!!! GOD !!!! Im honestly like furious, beyond imagineable! You know those days, where EVERY little thing that can go wrong and not work, goes bad and does exactly that? Well Iv had an entire freaking month of it!!! And this just tops it! Those were important memories, files everything and its just fucking gone!!!! And then of course yah know, we've also got people who ALWAYS MAKE IT a thousand times worse, for me its ONE PERSON, MY MOTHER. And its just when I have these kind of days, its EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE. ugh!!!!

Friday, February 25, 2011

Why are poems always so sad?

An ORIGINAL POEM BY ME!
Title: Happy Vs. Sad



Why are poems never happy?

Always so sad,dark and sappy

You always read them and then feel crappy.

Forget your sadness, the troubles you face

And take life with a joyful embrace

Remember what today brings,

Could always be worse,

Yet you act like right now your dead in a herse

Or under a curse

Life is here,

Life is NOW

Its a gift

& I wish you'd see how

But you chose to lerk, as if your damned

Like you've just been abandoned

When your friedns love you so so much

Yet you throw it all away

Dont hide in the dark

No, today come and play

Be giddy, and happy full of laughter and life

Them maybe you'll realize Im actually right

That every life is worth a good fight

Yours included, so be filled with might

Today you fight shadows, darkness and hell

Be ready to fight, and fight well

Evil will tempt you

And try to play tricks

Dont fall hard, like a lifeless brick

Stand firm your ground

Your fist tightly bound, be ready so ready

Ready for the pound

Dont let the evil take you down

He's fighting hard

Your growing so tired

But let the good memories flow

Deep in your soul, remember you know

LIFE IS A GIFT

You CANT GIVE UP

Stand now, raise to your feet &

Take evil down in a strong defeat

Your heart is in leap and evil begins to crumble

Fight hard fight hard watch evil stumble

And now, now, Now You've won

You smile and smile

You've done well dear child

You life IS A GIFT

So rightly earned

Live the good life, take that which you deserve

Inspire


I found this truely beautiful.

A few pictures I wanted to share


A Beautiful Story


If you read a recent front page story of the San Francisco
Chronicle, you would have read about a female humpback whale who had become entangled in a spider web of crab traps and lines. She was weighted down by hundreds of pounds of traps that caused her to struggle to stay afloat. She also had hundreds of yards of line rope
wrapped around her body, her tail, her torso, a line tugging in her
mouth. A fisherman spotted her just east of the Farallon Islands
(outside the Golden Gate) and radioed an environmental group for
help. Within a few hours, the rescue team arrived and determined
that she was so bad off, the only way to save her was to dive in and
untangle her. They worked for hours with curved knives and
eventually freed her. When she was free, the divers say she swam in
what seemed like joyous circles. She then came back to each and
every diver, one at a time, and nudged them, pushed them gently
around as she was thanking them. Some said it was the most
incredibly beautiful experience of their lives. The guy who cut the
rope out of her mouth said her eyes were following him the whole
time, and he will never be the same.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

God vs Gays vs Homophobs

God Hates Fags.
[Please not before anything else I DO NOT believe that, it’s a derogatory statement
that leads into my topic.]


Okay, who else; GAY OR NOT; was offended or upset by that? I know I was, I’m bisexual myself, though I have only “come out” to a very select few. But even before I came to realize this about myself, seeing people holdings signs readings things such as “God Hates Fags” it deeply upset and offended me. Now I know that we all have our OPINIONS, and more than likely we won’t ever really be able to change these people. But I would like to state GOD HATES NOBODY!
And yes, while the bible does say it is a sin for a man to lay down with another man, it also states two things which I would like to state now: One of them is in the 10 Commandments, it is #9 which says: 'You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.', and which the knowledge that God LOVES ALL OF US, by saying God Hates, you are all most clearly going against “Your Father, the Savior, God” but breaking one of the 10 Commandments.

Also in the bible it states these verses:
*“Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling (1 Peter 4:8-9).”

“Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you (Matthew 7:12).”

What do you see? I see the words: DO NOT JUDGE. We are not to judge others, and yes I know that sometimes it is hard, we all do it, but holding signs saying “God hates you” and “God hates fags” outside people funerals, and other various places is beyond wrong, and is not something those of you who this couldn’t control and keep from doing, you could easily control yourself and not do this, but you, free to choose your own will decided to do this.

I came across this picture of a billboard, with a little “message from the Lord” on it , and while I know he did not personally HIMSELF come down and arrange the letters to make it, he obviously put it in someone’s heart to do so, and it is true!



HE DOESN’T HATE THE GAYS! He loves the saints, and the sinners, the murderers, and the healers, the preachers, and the teachers, the trespassers and the drug dealers, THE STRAIGHT PEOPLE AND THE GAYS!

IT IS UP TO GOD TO JUDGE, AND MAKE HIS RULES, HE MAY NOT LIKE THE IDEA OF MEN WITH MEN, WOMEN WITH WOMEN BUT HE DOES NOT, HE DOES NOT BY ANY MEANS HATE THEM!
Placing GODS name on your signs, and trying to put him in favor of YOUR JUDGING is a sin as well. Your using God falsely for your own wants. It truly sickens me, while I try my best not to judge, and not to hate, I truly despise and am sickened to the core by those of you who run around with signs saying he doesn’t love us, putting it in the minds of CHILDREN that God hates those who are different. Some people mind you don’t even at first CHOOSE to be gay, they start coming to learn it about themselves and it freaks them out, they don’t want it, they try not to be. And yet because of something some of them can’t help what is obviously just been something that was they were born to have happen to them you hate them? Next should I hate you for going to the movies with a person of the opposite gender, and kissing without being married? GROW UP. WISE UP. STOP BEING LIARS AND STUPID. You love your God so much, and want to do his work, STOP BREAKING COMMANDMENTS, AND LYING TO OTHERS ABOUT HIS LOVE FOR HIS CHILDREN!!!